From this point onwards would be things I've never posted;
matters of the heart.
Did some soul searching & I believe I've found my answer.
I fell hard and it took me sometime to realize
all my mistake that I've done.
I did but you.
You will never realize the same mistake that
you've done to hurt two different individuals.
You said, i was too dependent on you.
But hey, it was because I love you and I wanna spend all my time with you if I could.
You said, I am not understanding enough.
When you started schooling, we met once or twice a week.
& you said I was taking alot of your time and didn't understand that you have to study.
Wasn't i trying to understand by meeting you less so you will have time for study?
You said, i never give you time with your friends.
But it was you who didn't want to meet them, you said it was wasting your time.
You said, i fell in love with your fake and not you.
So was it my fault that you've been faking all the 2 years?
You said, you regret taking my everything from me.
I thought you were different, you promised.
You said, I was just one of your pit stop.
You said, you wanna change.
You said, i loved you too much.
You said, I was distracting you too much from school.
You said, i will be your wife, mother to your kids.
You said, I was different than the rest.
You said, my life will be screwed without you.
You said,I deserved someone better than you.
You said, you will never lay a hand on me again; but you still did.
You said, you were home when I was waiting for you under your house for hours.
You said, your family dislikes me.
You said, I love hanging on the phone too much.
You said, you will never msg other girls but you did.
You said, you will only exist for me but you strayed.
You said, I was your one and your only.
You said, you will take care of me forever.
You said, you will not be having any rship for now.
You said, you will never want to see my friends anymore.
You said, you always pray for me.
You said, things that hurt me so much.
You said, she cheated on you and you still did find for her.
You said, you have a dream of a type of girl you want.
You said,you found her.
You said,we will be together, but not now.
You said, you wanna start everything anew.
You said,maybe I wasn't the right one for you.
You said, I sacrificed too much.
You said, doesn't mean we've been together for two years we have to continue this rship.
& you said, you wanna pay me for everything that I've sacrificed and gave.
You think with money I can get back whatever I've lost and given you?
You said everything, hurtful meanful things but one thing you didn't.
Sorry.
Guessed I was too naive to believe you.
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you'll never try, you'll never know.
matters of the heart.
Did some soul searching & I believe I've found my answer.
I fell hard and it took me sometime to realize
all my mistake that I've done.
I did but you.
You will never realize the same mistake that
you've done to hurt two different individuals.
You said, i was too dependent on you.
But hey, it was because I love you and I wanna spend all my time with you if I could.
You said, I am not understanding enough.
When you started schooling, we met once or twice a week.
& you said I was taking alot of your time and didn't understand that you have to study.
Wasn't i trying to understand by meeting you less so you will have time for study?
You said, i never give you time with your friends.
But it was you who didn't want to meet them, you said it was wasting your time.
You said, i fell in love with your fake and not you.
So was it my fault that you've been faking all the 2 years?
You said, you regret taking my everything from me.
I thought you were different, you promised.
You said, I was just one of your pit stop.
You said, you wanna change.
You said, i loved you too much.
You said, I was distracting you too much from school.
You said, i will be your wife, mother to your kids.
You said, I was different than the rest.
You said, my life will be screwed without you.
You said,I deserved someone better than you.
You said, you will never lay a hand on me again; but you still did.
You said, you were home when I was waiting for you under your house for hours.
You said, your family dislikes me.
You said, I love hanging on the phone too much.
You said, you will never msg other girls but you did.
You said, you will only exist for me but you strayed.
You said, I was your one and your only.
You said, you will take care of me forever.
You said, you will not be having any rship for now.
You said, you will never want to see my friends anymore.
You said, you always pray for me.
You said, things that hurt me so much.
You said, she cheated on you and you still did find for her.
You said, you have a dream of a type of girl you want.
You said,you found her.
You said,we will be together, but not now.
You said, you wanna start everything anew.
You said,maybe I wasn't the right one for you.
You said, I sacrificed too much.
You said, doesn't mean we've been together for two years we have to continue this rship.
& you said, you wanna pay me for everything that I've sacrificed and gave.
You think with money I can get back whatever I've lost and given you?
You said everything, hurtful meanful things but one thing you didn't.
Sorry.
Guessed I was too naive to believe you.
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you'll never try, you'll never know.
